syg,happy belated 4th month.
i'm sorry cos i didnt update my blog on our anniversary.
boohoooo.
well,let me share my rendition of the story.

i still remember the time i add u up on fs.yr dp was a pic of u wit lots of straw in a cup.
at first sight,i was like"wow,she's pretty".indeed,last time,to me,it was all about the faces.
i added u up,u accepted it :D
i tried to make friend with u,but failed.you're really hard to make friend with that moment.


after a few months,i went back to yr profile and went to view yr pics.
to my astonishment,his face was there.u said he was yr boyfriend.
at the moment,i was proud to know my cousin's gf(i dont know why i'm so proud of it)
he told me not to disturb u or that's the end of me.
i try not to interfere his rs.

but there was a time i was too bored and ended up talking to u on msn regarding my outing with my friends.
it was late night and i guess you're about to sleep(or maybe too scared to hear my story)
so u decided to pass yr number to me(:
yay!i swear i was freaking happy.i'm not sure if you're still attached or you're alrdy back to single that time.
we text like almost every day,mostly after my shift when working at toys r us.

one day,u text me saying yr mum left u.i felt sad.i told him and when to khatib wit him.
i felt sorry for u,bt i cant do anything that time.
if only i could hold u in my arms and hug u tightly,yet gently..
that was the first time we made eyes contact.

soon after,u fell for me.like wise for me.
oh yes,i was really over the moon..in fact,over the sun i guess.haha.
i love that moment.
i kept on smiling...
and so it was 23 december,i made the first move.
i kept on giving strong word so that we can be an item.
i didnt keep up with my word and i really regret it.
i bought u a necklace and a pair of ear rings if i'm not wrong.
and you're the first person i've ever bought those stuffs to.

but it was a failure.
breakdown for both of us..

we tried for the 2nd time.
and the 3rd..
all failure.all because of me):i'm sorry for those bad memories.


this is our 4th time trying.
and it's doing good.it's the longest yet.13 isnt unlucky for us.and i believe in that.
syg,i really love love you.whenever i see u now,i see a future in me.
a family..and i'm happy for that.
i hope we'll go forever till the end.

syg,we make mistakes.
we should learn from it.i guess ive learnt it more than enough.
done with my playboy...all that have gone for good.
i'm a changed person.and i hope to be a better pesron always..

just remember that MUHAMMAD HIDAYAT BIN ISHAK SAYANG NUR SYAZA BINTE ABDUL MAJID BANYAK BANYAK SEKALI!